Egressing from despondence

When everything seems to add to your despondence,
what is it that can lift your spirits?
I got riposte in abundance,
but none could be adjudged as the best

I went seeking the answer from the millions around
and then realized it was something in me only which was still bound.
But still I don't know what is it that constrains me
or may be something that coerces me
to do certain task at one hand, or renege on the other

Everything seems so tangled up at the moment.
I wish I could rootle out the cause, but I guess it's time to make a pause
and let the nature grant the insight slowly, if it cannot be an acumen...